September 2014 came. I found out I was pregnant, and then the same situation as in May. Two weeks later, a miscarriage. I just didn't understand. WHY ME! AGAIN?? What could be wrong with me?
Do I have a disease or cancer, or something really wrong with producing a healthy baby?
I prayed and prayed. Had lots of testing, but no real answers. Again, only God knows.
Then a phone call came. To teach for this school year.
Both of my boys were already going to pre-school and Kindergarten, and I felt like I HAD to get out or my head may explode with thoughts of wonder and depression. So I did what I thought was best and said YES to the job.
September, October, November, December were all very low but I managed.
January 2015 came. A new year, new beginning. Fresh start!
In late January, I started feeling funny. Sick, tired, all of that. Soon to find out,
I AM PREGNANT!
I am currently 12 weeks, and feeling so blessed God has let me carry this baby for this long.